forlong

sometimes i think that i am put in peoples lives to help them realize there self or to find there self, which of couse some people might think that i am crazy, but that doesnt matter to me, i have been crazy for a long time. i just think that its funny the way i feel sometimes things go so good then oher times things go so shitty its not funny, but i guess that is how life goes. i also think that other people are put in my life for the same reason to help me find my self but i am blind i always have been. it reminds me of something someone once told me while i was in prison in oder to find someone trur to there self and true to what they beleave in question them about what they beleave in and try to get them to sway on what they beleave and if they crack and go with waht you say then they not know what they beleave in or who they are. i agree with this to a point but i also think that you have to be albe to change your mind as you grow i know that i dont beleave in the same things as i did when i was a kid. but mybe if we all did have the mind of a kid things wouldnt be so bad there would be so much pain in the world, and yes to those that read this there is much pain in the world and also to thise that feel as if everything is pixe dust and candy open your eyes feel what the world is srceaming feel the pain of the world, dont just live in your own little world rise up to the call stand for hope and promise in the world of tomorrom. we need hope to servive in this world. peace